


The Lord gave me a picture of a bouquet, handed to me at a picnic. He touched my heart with what he showed me. I’ll go back a bit, though, to explain why he gave me this picture.
I was contemplating the words of a song, taken from Psalm 34:4,
‘I sought the Lord, and He heard, and He answered.’
It really challenged me. I’m leading this song at church this week. Do I really believe this, that God hears and answers me? Have I really been seeking Him? Sure, I study and ponder the Bible. I pray and worship and fellowship. I seek Him for words of encouragement for others. I pray with people and believe God for them.
But truth be told, I’ve been a bit discouraged with my personal level of answered prayer, seeing my own goals met; feeling like my dreams and hopes aren’t coming to pass. And so, I beat myself up, ‘You don’t have enough discipline, you haven’t prayed enough, you haven’t been speaking the Word of God over these dreams and callings, you haven’t stepped out in faith or started the actions necessary, you haven’t…’
I’m sure I’m not the first or last person to think like this. All those practices are great, even necessary, but guilt and shame should have no place, no authority, in a faith walk. Worry or discouragement need not be our negative default. On top of that, we have an adversary who loves the lies, the hints of failures he whispers, the poking of our disappointments, or our weaker character traits. He loves to sprinkle fear into our musings, shifting our hearts and words to worry instead of faith and decree. It is also easy to confuse his attacks, his insinuations, with our own emotions, and fall for his wicked ploys.
This may all seem a bit depressing! But I sense God lifting my eyes to see my situation, my heart, with fresh eyes; to recognise enemy tactics. I am reminded of who I am, that I have a relationship with Jesus (that alone is magnificent!), a purpose; plans, activities, giftings, designed by God Himself for my life. This is both thrilling and daunting. When I listen to the devil, or when I look at my own failings and weaknesses, I am discouraged. So, my attention needs to shift.



Lately, the phrase, Dream Again, has come to mind. I’ve heard it preached in the past. It brings hope and an injection of faith to our walk. So, I feel I need to believe again, instead of feeling like God or I have failed. (And God never fails!) Then, I read a message which prophesied this very thing, to get out our dreams and speak with God about them, injecting life and faith back into them. I love it when God confirms the areas He is bringing to our attention, bringing insight for my contemplation.
‘I sought the Lord’ – When I took the time with the Lord – to purposefully stop at that moment to listen for His voice, (accompanied by the usual interruptions and distractions – so don’t give up!), I saw a picture in my mind –

A picnic basket was placed on a rug in an open field, a woman sat down waiting. A stunning bouquet of flowers was given to the woman. I sensed it was God giving me the arrangement. I enjoyed their beauty and scent and was grateful. I love flowers!
But I knew they needed to be placed in a jug of water as soon as possible so they didn’t wilt and die. I could take them with me, into my activities, but they wouldn’t last long. Unless the flowers were ‘contained‘ (this was the word I sensed) in a vase of water, the gift would wither, die. The bouquet wouldn’t fulfil its purpose.

I was encouraged by this, to know God has a specific place for my gift, my bouquet, to serve, to bring life, even to enjoy. It was a reminder to me of my place in his story. It wasn’t a place of limitation. It spoke to me of the need for his Living Water to keep any gift I have been given alive. I must be ‘contained’, kept where God wants me to be to use his gift. I must be restrained from doing my own thing so that His purposes are fulfilled.
Jeremiah 2:13 NIV warns,
‘My people have committed two sins: They have forsaken Me, the spring of living water, and have dug cisterns, broken cisterns that hold no water.’
This is a challenge, to trust God in everything. I don’t want other things to be more important than Jesus, ‘…exchanging their glorious God for worthless idols‘ (verse 11). I don’t want my own desires to dominate my time and efforts. I don’t want to dig my own ‘cisterns’ (trying to provide and live for myself) just to be dry and broken.



Jesus invites us –
‘Let anyone who is thirsty come to me and drink. Whoever believes in me, as Scripture has said, rivers of living water will flow from within them.’
John 7:37-38 NIV
Come. Drink. Believe. Place yourself within the waters of life, as a bouquet is placed in a vase of water. Be happy with where God has you right now. Flourish there. Be refreshed. Imagine the overflow from your very position.
‘Come to Me. I will refresh your life, for I am your oasis. Simply join your life with mine. Learn my ways and you’ll discover that I’m gentle, humble, easy to please. You will find refreshment and rest in me. For all that I require of you will be pleasant and easy to bear.‘
Matthew 11:28-30 TPT



This has been a verse I’ve been considering all year. The Lord gave me a word, Effortless, for my year. Not that I could be lazy, inattentive to him, or let go of the call of God. Rather, that I could find my rest and refreshment in him, so that all that I do is a flow from his Living Water, his power, not my own. A union, a yoking with Jesus – ‘Take my yoke upon you’ (Matthew 11:29 NIV). He carries the load, bears the brunt, directs the path, teaches me on the journey. He makes it easy for me, even when it doesn’t feel like it! This is trust. That Jesus is carrying the heavy burden, he is listening and answering, he is guiding my path and appointing the works he has for me.
One night, Zechariah 4:1-6, the prophet was woken by an angel and had a vision. He’d seen vases on either side of olive trees, a gold lampstand and more. When asked what it meant, he had no idea. The angel then gave him a message for Zerubbabel (a godly governor -see Haggai 1:1)
‘ “Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit” says the Lord Almighty.‘
This added to my ‘picture’ of placing my flowers in a vase of water. I can’t do things on my own. We’re not meant to! Haggai was called to build a temple, Noah was called to build an ark, Abraham was called to build a family, Mary was called to birth Jesus. No matter what we are called to, gifted to do, we need God’s power, his Spirit, his strength. It has to be impossible – for us – if God has called us to do it! He wants to do incredible, miraculous, life-changing, wonderful things in, to and through us. And these can only happen through His Spirit and power.
I need the Holy Spirit.
‘But you will receive power when the when the Holy Spirit comes on you...’
Acts 1:8
‘Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit wo was given to us…
Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.’
Romans 5:5; 15:13.
This is so wonderful. Instead of worry and shame, I can experience ‘joy and peace in believing‘.
Prayer: Lord, thank you for your faithfulness and grace. I come to you with gratefulness that you are carrying the burden. I join myself to you, going where you go, staying where you place me. I trust the ‘containment’, the place you have for me. I trust your Living Water to flow over, in and through me; that I live from a place of refreshment, life and confidence in you!
Refresh my faith for the ‘impossible’. Help me to believe again. Remind me of your promises. Light my path so I can follow you. Fill me fresh with your Holy Spirit. Thank you for your joy and peace.



Thank you to Zoe @ Fine Flowers Katoomba for the beautiful bouquet photos. https://linktr.ee/fineflowerskatoomba?utm_source=linktree_profile_share<sid=2b3fb68a-e9fb-43dc-b056-922711ec8dc8
Check out the song, Trust in God by Elevation Music. I hope it encourages you as it has me. https://youtu.be/QS04WbSnxok

















